A. D. Winans is a native San Francisco poet, writer, and photographer. He edited and published Second Coming for l7 years. A graduate of San Francisco State University, and a member of PEN. The author of 44 books and chapooks of poetry and prose. Work has appeared internationally, and has been translated into 8 languages. Recent appearances or acceptances: The Other Side Of the Postcard (City Lights Anthology) and the New York Quarerly. Recent books: The Wrong Side Of Town (Cross Cultural Communications) and This Land Is Not My Land (Presa Press). In 2004 a poem of his was set to music and performed at Tully Hall, NYC. He can be contacted at
He was the high note of a wailing saxophone
The spark that ignites a fire
He was a fifth of Jack Daniels
A glass of imported beer
A shaman
a vagabond poet
shuffling words like a river boat gambler
Ravished by illness
ravished by time
He painted his visions on canvass
on city streets
In bars and in cafe’s
His poems singing out across the
Streets of America
Pure innocence
pure genius
Spinning words that hung in the air
Like a humming bird drunk on the
Pollen of life
Ex-barfly
ex-drunk
diminished Don Juan
kissing the pages with my words
No stash graying moustache
watching Larry Curly and Moe
down at the Last Picture Show
Head gears in reverse
going back in time
pork loin roast and sweet potatoes
roasted on a fire of jazz
here alone tonight
dancing with my nerve ends
feeling like a tightrope walker
walking a high tension wire
Daughter that I never had
tugging at my arm sleeve
from deaths still sleep
hanging heavy as an anchor
rooted to the strings of my heart
your vision riding high in the
retina of my third eye
I toss restlessly in half-sleep
a tugboat captain throwing
you a life line towing
you gently through my dreams
a week after Saint Patrick’s Day
you passed away
yet remain in our hearts
half smile half frown
like a drifter walking a ghost town
and I still visit your grave on Mother’s Day
tied to death’s umbilical cord
that will not let me go
knotting itself like a noose tied to my neck
too tight for comfort not loose enough
to set me free
Once addiction sets in
There is no stopping it
You become a serial killer
Attacking the keyboard at will
Your mind working in shifts
Strange creatures live inside your head
Show no mercy give no ground
Forcing your fingers to do their bidding
Writing down your thoughts in your
Loose-leaf notebook
The city is your slaughterhouse
Like a wife it accommodates your moods
Doesn’t seem to mind your giving
Her a bad name
You walk her streets a hungry vampire
Lapping up your own blood
On nights when blood transfusions
Are not enough